ME, MYSELF AND I

Its 4.57am now and I have to wake up for class at 9am tomorrow, but I’m still so wide awake. Darn it! I can’t fall asleep.  I had like a million a lot of things going on in my head and it was all too much. So I needed to get away for a bit, and that’s when it hit me! I decided to post a blog post that was ALL ABOUT ME, MYSELF AND I. why? Well I don’t really know. Maybe it’s just another excuse for me to talk about myself.  Haha.  Well, I’ll admit it, I do tend to talk about myself quite a lot, but mostly only when I’m comfortable with that person listening. Give me half the chance and I’ll end up telling you my entire life story. :P But I won’t be doing that today. For now, it’s just gonna be some random things about me that I can think of as I type this.  Okay let me start with the basics. MY NAME! :D

Full name: Pavithira Dewi d/o Selvam.

But these days, who on earth calls you by full name . So yes, I have plenty of nicknames. Dad calls me “kanna”. Most cousins call me “val” which means tail. (cause I used to eat the fish tail a lot when I was a kid). Most friends call me “pavi”  obviously and some call me with other ‘loving’ names like "bonybuttkiss" “donkeyface”, “fool”, “stick”, ”small boy”, and  *censored* . But the name I’d like to identify myself with is “JONAS”!!! hehe.

I’ve been thin my entire life and recently LOST WEIGHT. At this rate I might disappear from the face of this planet soon. (I hope not)

Generally, I love colours! Colours put me in a happy mood. I like love GREEN  so much! Duh.  Can’t you notice that from the background of my blog itself?  Second fav colour is BLUE! And recently I’ve had this thing  for red. My bag, purse, and a few other things I bought are all in red. Oh! And I absolutely love my chili red nail polish from Elianto! So Sexxay! :D

My self-proclaimed lucky number is 5.

I’m mentally dating Joe Jonas. :D

my property! hands off!

the Jonasses put a smile on my face :D



Most people say I’m someone who doesn’t care about what others think of me and well, it’s true but not the whole truth. Cause there are times where I do care about what people think, but it’s only with certain people like the people that matter to me. For example, my parents, cousins and selected besties. The others can just rot in hell cause I really don’t bother about what you think of me. What you see is what you get, take it or leave.  I will not change who I am for your sake. Hell no!

I used to be so attached to my phone back in Malaysia. Now I’m an ex-text-a-holic.

I sometimes like white lies, but other times its just bullshit to me.

One very obvious thing about me that most already know is that tend to get a lil crazy! What you call insanity, I call inspiration. For me, there’s not much fun in being all polite and decent and well behaved. If I wanna be loud, I’ll be as loud as I can be. If I wanna smack your ass, I will! If I wanna start playing air guitar in public, I’m so ready to rock. And if I wanna chase after a celebrity, trying to get pass over 50 guards, I can, and well, I’ve done that already! But don’t  get me wrong when I say I’m not well behaved, I still know my morals.  In that sense, I’m a saint. *bangga* :P

Kris Allen was definately worth the chase.

 I never liked physics.

I absolutely love my parents and will be no where without them. Love you Appi and Ma! <3

(I can't upload the pics of my parents, cause all the pics i have are funny candid shots. They woudn't like that to go on my blog)

 The love I have for my lil brother remains hidden, which makes it seem like it doesn’t exist. Haha.

he USED to be cute. :P

 And I love my cousins A LOT! They are seriously the best people I know

SISTERS!!

Me, Enbah, Nerosha, Eniya & Dharshini

 Kumaran,my perine (perine means big brother)

 Munesh, my chinne (he's second to Kumar, so chinne means small brother). he's one funny clown

Revathi my akka! <3

Ashwinie, Shangkari, Dharshini, Chai, Dhepan
a few of my cousins. :)

my youngest cousin, the current darling of the house, Manushri

  

.…..and my friends. How to not love my friends? They’re damn awesome people whom I love to bits.

my girls! :D

 think before you sit on the grass.

Other things that I love/like: choc. Mutton.  Nail polish.  Science. TV.  Music.  Art.

 i love colours and i love to paint my nails.

People that I like/ get inspired by/ notice:  Funny people.  BIG dreamers.  Positive thinkers.  The Cute ones. 

Sometimes I tend to talk too much, too LOUD and too fast. Heeee.. :D

I don’t drink enough water.

I like to read thick novels.

Well I’m a ball of energy 95% of the time, yes. But the other 5% is a shocker. Cause I have my quiet moments, where I just don’t feel like talking or being hyper. People tend to think something’s wrong when they notice my quite demeanor.  People, you have to understand that it’s not because I’m upset, I just like to keep to myself sometimes.

I used to think of Einstein as my grandpapa.

I write a lot of poems but I don’t let anyone read em. Haha.

Daniel Radcliffe was my first obsession.

he made me believe in magic :)

I like animals! Roar! :D

I do have some interest in the whole drama, entertainment and theater thing. I’ve been in school plays and all. I like acting just like my Joseph! :) I like dancing too. I like to sing but I have a frog’s voice. I used to go for gymnastics back in primary school, but stopped halfway.  I’ve took part in debates, choral speaking, choraldra and speakers’ corner and such. So back in school I was active in those kind of things. Although I was fairly good in running, I wasn’t really a big time sports person.

class drama. :D

 Teck Kien the Cannibal and me King Julian from Madagascar movie

I’m not the most religious person you’ll see.

 I was never really the girlie girl, I never owned a real Barbie doll. My childhood memories are more to me breaking the abandoned house’s windows with my childhood best friend, sliding down the hill with him, accidentally launching those lil rockets into neighbors house during diwali, and things like that. But lately I’ve been embracing my girly side a little bit.

Embracing the girlyness

I don’t have a regular sleeping time.

I do have the tendency to fall too hard too fast like Nick Jonas (flaw)

Like most other teens, I’m sort of lazy. (bigger flaw)

Lately it’s been harder for me to trust people.

If I really want something, I would do all I can to get it. But that’s only if I want it so badly. Otherwise, I give up and move on. Haha

I get annoyed easily. (another flaw)

And lastly,


Forget princess, i wanna be a vampire! XD