the pain of silence

i dont smile in my sleep anymore.
there's no longer excitement in my eyes.
just like the way,
there is no more honesty in yours.


you used to be my sunshine.
but now you bring me rain.
and i must be insane,
cause i love this pain.


i need to feel something.
i rather fight than be silent.
atleast then you'd speak to me.
baby please, 
help me break this silence.